THE STORY OF MI LIFE, LIKE YOURS

There is a special topic that is in my head all the time: the weight. Since I have memory, the beauty was the only think that people around me saw. The children and teachers in my school always called me ugly (when I was a child). I tried to ignore their comments, but something in my head and in my heart was broken. Now I am not the same girl. I used to enjoy food, I never worried about the calories and the weight, but now that is my routine. It is hard to listen people say: ¡you are beautiful! Because I can’t believe it anymore. I can remember when I was happy and sociable. I always laughed, I enjoyed every moment of my life, but at some point I lost the meaning of life. Now I always wonder, why I am alive, and I don´t know the answer yet. My family said that I need to have God in my life; however, sometimes that is not enough.

Now, you know part my story. Although it is intimate and painful, and most people cannot understand it, ¿what do you think? ¿do you think that I am crazy? I don’t know what you are thinking in this moment. I don’t know if it is a good thought or a bad one. The only thing I can say is this is what I am.